scattered

In the last couple of days I have felt very.... limbo like. I am finally realizing that I am leaving this place. I am no longer writing everything down on my calendar at work because it doesn't affect me. And I write down EVERYTHING so it is VERY strange. I am hearing about things happening in the next month, and I think, well I can't commit to anything because I might not be here. Then I feel scattered because I want to leave this place better than when I came in. It's just a strange feeling goin on inside me. I am seeing all of these things here that I will miss desperately and it makes me sad...

Ug, I can't form sentences.

I am scattered and I feel out of sorts (whatever that means)